"I am who I am"

"I am who I am" http://renrenxv.multiply.com/ <img style="visibility: hidden;width: 0px;height: 0px;" src="http://counters.gigya.com/wildfire/IMP/CXNID=2000002.0NXC/bT*xJmx*PTEyNjExMTI5MTkxMjUmcHQ9MTI2MTExMjkzMjYwOSZwPTE4MDMxJmQ9Jmc9MSZvPTc4ZmU2ZmM3MTA*NDQ5OGQ4MDM2YzM2ZTllYjI2ZWQ4.gif" width="0" border="0" height="0"><center><embed allowscriptaccess="never" src="http://assets.myflashfetish.com/swf/mp3/boomboom.swf?myid=19002311&path=2009/03/02" quality="high" wmode="transparent" flashvars="mycolor=835b87&mycolor2=140d4a&mycolor3=0D0B01&autoplay=true&rand=0&f=4&vol=100&pat=4&grad=false" name="myflashfetish" salign="TL" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer" style="visibility: visible;width: 340px;height: 260px;" width="340" border="0" height="260"> <a href="http://www.mixpod.com/playlist/19002311" target="_blank"><img src="http://images.myflashfetish.com/btns/boombox/tracks.gif" title="Get Music Tracks!" style="border-style: none;" alt="Music"></a><a href="http://www.mixpod.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://images.myflashfetish.com/btns/boombox/create.gif" title="Create Your Free Playlist!" style="border-style: none;" alt="Playlist"></a><a href="http://www.mixpod.com/ringtones/19002311" target="_blank"><img src="http://images.myflashfetish.com/btns/boombox/ringtones.gif" title="Get Ringtones From This Playlist!" style="border-style: none;" alt="Ringtones"></a> <a href="http://mixpod.com">Music</a> <a href="http://mixpod.com">Playlist</a> at <a href="http://mixpod.com">MixPod.com</a></center> Fri, 25 Nov 2011 17:50:00 -0000 Fri, 1 Jan 2010 20:40:25 -0000 "I am who I am" http://multiply.com/mu/renrenxv/logo http://renrenxv.multiply.com/ 100 100 [Luka] Just Be Friends [English subs].flv http://renrenxv.multiply.com/video/item/24/Luka_Just_Be_Friends_English_subs.flv *A Vocaloid Video..it is not an anime nonetheless i love the video and the lytics..oh well..sad yet beautifull :")* Just be friends. All we gotta do Just be friends. It's time to say goodbye. Just be friends. All we gotta do Just be friends Just be friends... It came to mind in the early morning yesterday As if I gathered broken pieces of glass What the heck is this? Drips from my cut finger Is this what we really hoped for? I knew it at the bottom of my heart, the hardest choice would be the best. My self-love refuses it and repeats self-contradiction. When can I tell it to you? In the slowly decaying world, I'm struggling but it's the only way Carving your faded smiles, I pulled out the plug. I screamed with my hoarse voice, rebound and resonance echo in vain. Nothing is left at the end of the unchained me Coincidences that stick us degenerates into the dark and are broken in pieces... "No matter what we do, life is just like that," I mumble... http://renrenxv.multiply.com/video/item/24/Luka_Just_Be_Friends_English_subs.flv Fri, 1 Jan 2010 20:40:25 -0000 Big Bang- Haru Haru English subs Day by Day.flv http://renrenxv.multiply.com/video/item/23/Big_Bang-_Haru_Haru_English_subs_Day_by_Day.flv Remebering G-Dragon before his hair was bleached..xD Leave Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you I was so wrong, forgive me Ah ah ah ah~ [Verse 1; GD + TOP] My broken heart like a wave My shaken heart like a wind My heart vanished like smoke It can’t be removed like a tattoo I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in Only dusts are piled up in my mind (say goodbye) [GD Rap] Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you” I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless [TOP Rap] What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry? Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely? I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times [Chorus] Don’t look back and leave Don’t find me again and live (on) Beca... http://renrenxv.multiply.com/video/item/23/Big_Bang-_Haru_Haru_English_subs_Day_by_Day.flv Fri, 1 Jan 2010 20:15:17 -0000 Tamia - Almost2.flv http://renrenxv.multiply.com/video/item/22/Tamia_-_Almost2.flv shall i say http://renrenxv.multiply.com/video/item/22/Tamia_-_Almost2.flv Fri, 1 Jan 2010 20:08:17 -0000 ♥Federates Christmas Party:) http://renrenxv.multiply.com/photos/album/71/71 Christmas Party/III-St.Walburga Reunion 12-30-09 Location: Vista Valley@Rachelle's House +Charades +Videoke +Pinoy Henyo +Wlng ktpusang Kainan +Pictuuuurrre! ...sinamahan c yuki bumile ng contacts.. ...1st Strbcks ni Tne..unfortunately wlng pic :( dme tao s sta.lu pero happy..:) *pics are grabbed from nine and anna..haha..tnxu po http://renrenxv.multiply.com/photos/album/71/71 Fri, 1 Jan 2010 18:52:06 -0000 facebook:renee medina http://renrenxv.multiply.com/links/item/1/facebookrenee_medina http://renrenxv.multiply.com/links/item/1/facebookrenee_medina Fri, 18 Dec 2009 04:02:32 -0000 HeartStationMVSubbedKaraoke.mpg http://renrenxv.multiply.com/video/item/21/HeartStationMVSubbedKaraoke.mpg On a cold, rainy day, We have a reason to be in the car While the radio is playing There is no meaning in "Good-bye" When we meet again, Don't you think it would be wonderful? Can you hear my voice? Heart Station at 1 AM There is no need to tune the dial to The secret frequency Can the radio waves of my heart reach you? Heart Station of the sinners Only god knows that I miss you You mustn't forget Just think about it, why do The good memories remain Even if you leave, you are here In the center of my heart I feel like I can hear your voice Heart Station at 1 AM It is always playing somewhere, The pulse of two Can the radio waves of my heart reach you? Heart Station of the lovers Tonight, I'm also putting in a request I love you Can you hear my voice? Heart Station at 1 AM Right now, we are connected by The secret frequency Can the radio waves of my heart reach you? Heart Station of the sinners Only god knows The secret http://renrenxv.multiply.com/video/item/21/HeartStationMVSubbedKaraoke.mpg Sat, 24 Oct 2009 17:07:24 -0000 BumpBump.flv http://renrenxv.multiply.com/video/item/20/BumpBump.flv BOA's newest mv..\m/ Rock on BOA!!! i really love her voice and dancing style..agree? the clown is so http://renrenxv.multiply.com/video/item/20/BumpBump.flv Sat, 24 Oct 2009 14:13:08 -0000 Glamorous Sky - From Nana the Movie (withlyrics).flv http://renrenxv.multiply.com/video/item/19/Glamorous_Sky_-_From_Nana_the_Movie_withlyrics.flv I LOVE NANA!!! she's pretty and cool! and come on her voice it is too hot and soothing..:)) love the story yet i wanna remake some scenes.. so annoying the other nana..hachiko..amp!too flirt.. or i guess she wanted someone to complete http://renrenxv.multiply.com/video/item/19/Glamorous_Sky_-_From_Nana_the_Movie_withlyrics.flv Sat, 24 Oct 2009 13:58:45 -0000 G-DRAGON - Heartbreaker (OFFICIAL MV) HQ.flv http://renrenxv.multiply.com/video/item/17/G-DRAGON_-_Heartbreaker_OFFICIAL_MV_HQ.flv At first, I was like "Lady Gaga-male version?!!!":DDD hahaha..he is so vain yet cool! The making of the video was great and I love his clothes..oh yeah!i want his red jacket and black http://renrenxv.multiply.com/video/item/17/G-DRAGON_-_Heartbreaker_OFFICIAL_MV_HQ.flv Sat, 24 Oct 2009 13:22:28 -0000 Random Activities http://renrenxv.multiply.com/photos/album/65/Random_Activities So WHAT's keeping me BUSY? During Summer our organization, BACES taught in Taytay Rizal for those out of school youth. Most of them are old enough to be in college yet they wasn't able to finish or even reach high school due to financial problem. We gave them free tutorials and review sessions to pass the special exam that will grant them High School Diploma. It is very challenging yet inspiring. A one in a million experience, I'll treasure.:) We also participated in AKO MISMO Concert, Araw ng Manggagawa and Namfrel Presidential Candidates Forum...and more...phew! On the other hand, the Junior Bedan Law Cirrcle have a lot of activities such as adopting a community in Tondo. We taught about the rights and obligations every Filipino has regarding of their social status. We also have a little feeding program that it is heart melting experience even some will say it is only one day that we fed them...at least even just for a day we did something to fight starvation.(how about you, j... http://renrenxv.multiply.com/photos/album/65/Random_Activities Sat, 24 Oct 2009 11:00:23 -0000 LM Tour: Supreme Court http://renrenxv.multiply.com/photos/album/64/LM_Tour_Supreme_Court call time 8am as usual..nalate ako..amp! dumateng nmn ako just in time..8:30 den ngtaxi na kame! yey!prng field trip!!!:D Supreme Court of the Philippines Padre Faura St., Ermita, Manila September 23, 2009 we have an educational tour and a talk from atty.midas-marquez xD a sneak peak of DOJ and CA.. tas tambay n rob ermita..hehehe.. *photos from joshua and joy! thank http://renrenxv.multiply.com/photos/album/64/LM_Tour_Supreme_Court Wed, 23 Sep 2009 15:01:09 -0000 Senate Trip!:) http://renrenxv.multiply.com/photos/album/61/Senate_Trip *summer class: constitutional law c/o Atty.Amurao:) and Law on Sales c/o Atty.Cantorias. may 12, 2009 - tuesday we went to hear a legislative case at the senate in recto room c/o atty. amurao andms. julia abad, the chief of staff of senator nonoy aquino... nice experience. anong masasabe ko? masarap ang lasagna at clubhouse sandwich! LOL :)) http://renrenxv.multiply.com/photos/album/61/Senate_Trip Wed, 12 Aug 2009 07:25:25 -0000 [Eien (Dance Edit Ver.), boa eien (dance edit ver.) boa jpop lyrics pv video japan music ,j http://renrenxv.multiply.com/video/item/16/Eien_Dance_Edit_Ver._boa_eien_dance_edit_ver._boa_jpop_lyrics_pv_video_japan_music_j Another music video from BOA... all thumbs up for her great voice and moves. She is really one of the best http://renrenxv.multiply.com/video/item/16/Eien_Dance_Edit_Ver._boa_eien_dance_edit_ver._boa_jpop_lyrics_pv_video_japan_music_j Tue, 11 Aug 2009 18:34:14 -0000 Gee_girls_generation.mp4 http://renrenxv.multiply.com/video/item/14/Gee_girls_generation.mp4 A group of girls..and they are way too many!yey!;p plus they are all beautiful and sexy... the beat is so jolly and their dance step is so simple but http://renrenxv.multiply.com/video/item/14/Gee_girls_generation.mp4 Tue, 11 Aug 2009 18:07:16 -0000 wonder baby wonder girls.flv http://renrenxv.multiply.com/video/item/13/wonder_baby_wonder_girls.flv a crazy clip which I found it funny at the same time disturbing...:D just watch it so you can relate with http://renrenxv.multiply.com/video/item/13/wonder_baby_wonder_girls.flv Tue, 11 Aug 2009 18:05:30 -0000 A draft from my 3rd year HS english class http://renrenxv.multiply.com/journal/item/51/A_draft_from_my_3rd_year_HS_english_class Answer this questions: <ol><li>What do you hear if you are in a car and it is raining outside?</li><li>What do you feel outside and it is raining?</li><li>What sounds do you hear if you are walking barefooted in a beach of pebbles?</li><li>What does hair feel like? Describe somebody hair.</li><li>Describe the texture of a skin.</li><li>Describe the odor of freshly cut grass.</li><li>Describe the sensation of ice cube against your lips.</li><li>Describe the flight of doves.</li></ol> I answered it without any idea...and surprisingly it is not bad.:) The cries of heaven Made me feel all alone Silent steps from someone I don't know Traces of life freely moving with the air's direction Like a smooth surface Towards the scent of eternity A cold kiss that gives warmth on a poor soul Now unleashed, full of courage flew to the unknown. http://renrenxv.multiply.com/journal/item/51/A_draft_from_my_3rd_year_HS_english_class Mon, 27 Jul 2009 14:36:07 -0000 Tagaytay http://renrenxv.multiply.com/photos/album/59/Tagaytay This was the 80th celebration of lolo!:) We went to Tagaytay and stayed in a rest house which is exclusively for BSP members only. A simple get together. Bonding. Buhay Baboy..mat mya kaen tulog lng haha..:)) miss my family as in..the existing not just a portrayed perfect picture. May nadiscover ako..bkt walang red ribbon s tagaytay at sbrng hirap hagilapin ng goldilocks..?kya yn lng ung cake haha..Nung Sunday nagsimba kame sa Our Lady of Lourdes..tpos ngpakPG s Leslie..haha..kyut nung cr prng s loob ng mina tpos mei poso p..ala lng..mbabaw ako e.. At dahil dito..buong weekend ay wala ako naaral. Patay ako sa recit ko s law..fcuk!!! http://renrenxv.multiply.com/photos/album/59/Tagaytay Sun, 19 Jul 2009 16:31:51 -0000 8541-Evian.wmv http://renrenxv.multiply.com/video/item/12/8541-Evian.wmv funny..weird http://renrenxv.multiply.com/video/item/12/8541-Evian.wmv Thu, 16 Jul 2009 16:25:10 -0000 utada hikaru - dareka no negai ga kanau koro subs.flv http://renrenxv.multiply.com/video/item/11/utada_hikaru_-_dareka_no_negai_ga_kanau_koro_subs.flv I really like the paper effects and how this video was presented. There is a story and I really feel the song with http://renrenxv.multiply.com/video/item/11/utada_hikaru_-_dareka_no_negai_ga_kanau_koro_subs.flv Thu, 9 Jul 2009 19:08:40 -0000 Utada Hikaru-Final Distance subs.flv http://renrenxv.multiply.com/video/item/10/Utada_Hikaru-Final_Distance_subs.flv One of my favorite..Utada's music video..it is very creative and http://renrenxv.multiply.com/video/item/10/Utada_Hikaru-Final_Distance_subs.flv Thu, 9 Jul 2009 19:07:53 -0000 Frame of Mind http://renrenxv.multiply.com/journal/item/48/Frame_of_Mind_ <img class="alignright" src="http://images.renrenxv.multiply.com/image/+k+Rz7OuP4SrvWNPYTSkOQ/photos/1M/300x300/3561/stars-in-the-sun-by-feargirl.jpg?et=6rP7qIFnzoGC4uwoRAJepw&nmid=0" border="0">As if I'm missing this someone It is either I find it again or completely lose it. Ah, yes indeed. I've seen too much, believed in too much. Change, it is inevitable. And it is revising my whole being. I lived for others in the past I learned to live for myself. I content myself with others happiness and drown myself in my own misery. I was able to satisfy myself with emptiness and happiness in loneliness I trust everyone and never imagined I am becoming Nihilistic. Once, I only have a single person as my purpose Made that person rule everything beyond my comprehension Under that control, my dream...and even my world was offered unto that person. A prisoner of Love - a slave. I once believe I am a broken person and waited for someone to complete me A lack of skill, that I wasn't able to finish this puzzle. A lack of foresight, that I didn't see all the cards laid before me. Waiting for my mind to take in charge again. I cannot find my old self. I guess it is long dead and gone. Perhaps, hammered into t... http://renrenxv.multiply.com/journal/item/48/Frame_of_Mind_ Thu, 9 Jul 2009 18:37:25 -0000 Aimless http://renrenxv.multiply.com/journal/item/47/Aimless_ I am searching for a role <img style="width: 190px;height: 192px;" class="alignleft" src="http://images.renrenxv.multiply.com/image/QlKqscOwZx21D2bao0NQaw/photos/1M/300x300/3559/Stars-on-the-Water-Linspire-by-blackwoodfarm.jpg?et=b0rOIUfy5fNZWvubfvZbIw&nmid=0" border="0">Where I can perfectly fit and free. I wanted attention. I don't want rejection. I need to be needed. I wish to be appreciated. I dream to be respected. I will always be no one but never a someone Secretly I work Namelessly I serve Unknown yet I sacrifice. I did a lot not to be praised. I don't wait for any payment. I don't pretend to be praised. I help 'coz I can't stand doing nothing. I sacrifice for others welfare. I hate it when I endure everything And in the end, I'm taken for granted. I hate it, when I can't say 'no' I always give in I hate it when I don't fight back And secretly weep I hate it how people degrade me And I let them and do nothing. I hate it when I give up everything. And will do anything for anyone Yet, I remain to travel on a road less journey Still finding a place to go home. I don't want to be insignificant. I don't want to be forgotten. I want to have a use. I'm afraid to be useless. For my life exists to be used. I live every time I can help others. It satisfy the... http://renrenxv.multiply.com/journal/item/47/Aimless_ Thu, 9 Jul 2009 18:08:24 -0000 Hbng nghahantay s may lrt... http://renrenxv.multiply.com/journal/item/46/Hbng_nghahantay_s_may_lrt... *meet kme ni joy s lrt katips..pr pumunta beda at i-meet c hya to get our agbayani, law on negotiable instruments..s sbr tgl..ngtype n aq ng non sense s fon ko..haha..babala: eto ay pawang kathang isip lng..wehehe.. Noong una ako ay nagkulang at siya iyong sobra. Kaya't nung pangalawa nagmahal ako ng todo-todo. Sumobra ako at nagkulang siya. Sabi nila 3 pag-ibig lang ang matatagpuan mo sa buhay mo. First Love. True Love. Last Love. Siguro kung masaya ako sa mali...pano pa pag dumateng ang tama? Dito matututo na ako wag maging kulang at wag rin sumobra. Nagkataon na siya iyong dumateng. Di man ganoon ko kamahal, Dito natututo na ako ibalanse ang puso at utak. Siya na iyong tama at nagkataon na huli ko minahal<img style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);background-color: rgb(255, 204, 204);" src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/smile.png"> At sa wakas ay masasabi ko na pagmamahal talaga. http://renrenxv.multiply.com/journal/item/46/Hbng_nghahantay_s_may_lrt... Sat, 27 Jun 2009 11:57:53 -0000 Abandon. http://renrenxv.multiply.com/journal/item/45/_Abandon. Countless time I tried to abandon you… Yet, I never succeeded. For I am always here and there Just exactly where you wanted me to be I’ve been your rescuer since then. A punching bag of all you stress I am there where you needed me to be. I’ve become your voice when you couldn’t speak I’ve become the ears who patiently listen I’ve become your eyes that silently weep I’ve become the hand that hold on to you I’ve become the fingers who wipe those tears I’ve become your tears to wash those pains away I’ve become your feet to stand you up. I’ve become a shoulder where you lay your head. I’ve become your wall where you can lean on. And I give you rest. Yes. I thought I already put you out of my life. Still, I wonder why it is still your happiness I prioritize? Why I am providing everything and letting you abuse? I can abandon everything. anything. except you. http://renrenxv.multiply.com/journal/item/45/_Abandon. Thu, 25 Jun 2009 16:10:03 -0000 ReNeE http://renrenxv.multiply.com/journal/item/44/ReNeE <img class="alignright" src="http://images.renrenxv.multiply.com/image/xwx74zU8R8ZXhJ2LQPovVw/photos/1M/300x300/3560/R-Stars-by-wizardofeast.jpg?et=64GLc6lrIep3waLsl3ZMkQ&nmid=0" border="0">Origin Renee is the female form of René, the extra –e making it feminine according to French grammar. The name René comes from the late Roman name Renatus and the meaning is reborn or born again, referring to the act of baptism. According to the US Social Security Popular Baby Names Website, Renee was in the top 100 baby names given to infants in the United States in the late 1970s and early 1980s. A Song "Renee" is a song by rap group by Lost Boyz from their second studio album Legal Drug Money. The song was also featured on the soundtrack to the film Don't Be a Menace. It samples the Janet Jackson song "Funny How Time Flies (When You're Having Fun)". Song information The song's lyrics discuss the narrator, a young man, who meets a woman named Renee while coming back from John Jay College of Criminal Justice. The narrator promptly attempts to initiate a relationship. The song describes that Renee is studying to be a lawyer, while the narrator is a writer. The pair date for several weeks... http://renrenxv.multiply.com/journal/item/44/ReNeE Thu, 25 Jun 2009 02:36:54 -0000 YUME (dream)...zzz http://renrenxv.multiply.com/journal/item/43/YUME_dream...zzz Dream When I was a child I wanted to be a priest that I memorized the parts of the priest in the mass. I even wanted to be a saint. LOL!!! :)) Believe me or not in a young age I finished reading the Bible. But I gave up for I am more on the dark side. I wanted to be a soldier. I love playing guns and wars. I want to be an assassin, to kill people fast and mercilessly. Then again, I gave up that idea. It is too morbid. And they kept on telling me it is a boy thing. Hell yeah! I started scribbling and designing my own fashion, being in a family of artists it is an achievement that they recognize my ‘scratch’ as an art. I wanted to be a fashion designer. I just felt it more on a pass time than a passion for living. That is the shitty girly side of me. I wanted to be a writer. I do write a lot especially on my spare time. I write short stories, essays and poems. I write the best poems during class...special mention in math class. Yes, I wrote a lot during those classes that least interest ... http://renrenxv.multiply.com/journal/item/43/YUME_dream...zzz Tue, 23 Jun 2009 09:58:53 -0000